WHAT ARE YOU
AFRAID OF?
We are all afraid of something at some point in our
lives. Fear can paralyze us; fear can be an obsession; fears may be based on
real or imagined threats; fear can cripple healthy living. If fear is allowed
to run wild in our hearts and minds it can even mess with our faith.
Several
years ago I was in a poor state of mind. I was filled with anxiety over many
things. Even the phone ringing gave me cause to panic and send my heart racing.
One of the worst things about anxiety and panic is when your imagination tells
you that the pain in your side is some disease. A person who is overly
sensitive to fears and effects will run to the computer and look up diseases on
WebMD. This is a bad thing to do because you will find that your symptoms match
many medical issues, or so you think.
One day,
after a having given a blood sample, the doctor’s office called me for a
special consultation. I thought, “Here we go,” and my fears led me to the worst
place. I was sure the doctor was going to give me bad news. Sure enough, the
doctor told me I had Helicobacter pylori (H. pylori). My immediate thought was,
“How long do I have?” I must have started babbling about how I knew this day
would come and so on. But the doctor just mumbled that antibiotics would take
care of it. I thought, “Huh?” He said, “It’s just ulcers.”
We don’t
have enemies to fear like David did, men who want to take our lives. Our
enemies have more to do with our health and threats to our livelihood. But fear
is fear. How do we deal with those things that cause us to be afraid?
Psalm 27
was the Bible’s answer to my own personal fears. David’s struggle with fear and
the answer to it is found in this Psalm. The answer is so simple you might
scoff at it. David basically says: To overcome fear, seek the LORD.
I found
that the 14 verses of this Psalm are like an inflatable life raft: once you
pull the cord it’s bigger than you thought. So we are going to look at four
thoughts – fear, seek, pray, and wait.
1. What is there to fear?
David had faced bears and lions when tending his father’s
flocks. As a teenager he had faced down Goliath and killed him with a mere
stone. Scholars suggest that David was being pursued by Saul at this stage of
his life due to several notes in this Psalm: David is away from home, far from
the Tabernacle in Jerusalem, far from mom and dad, while being pursued by
enemies. Despite his successes, the absence of these familiar comforts could
add to his anxiety. Plus, his successes may have caused him to trust in his own
reputation, but in his time of fear David turns to the Lord.
“The LORD is my light and my salvation –
whom shall I fear? The LORD is the stronghold of my life – of whom shall I be
afraid?” (1).
When our
fears grip us, our tendency is find our own way out. We put our trust in our
own devices and try to figure out our own solutions. Fear, however, has a way
of muddling our senses and logic. Our decisions can become knee-jerk reactions
instead of thoughtful and reasonable.
David
recognized that God was his light, his point of reference while darkness closed
in on him. He saw his salvation, his deliverance, was in God alone. David could
run to God, no matter the circumstances, and God would be like fortress walls
surrounding him, protecting him.
Salvation
can be seen in two ways: There is the ultimate salvation we receive in Christ
who died for us and forgives us our sins which we will realize fully when He
comes again; then there is the “deliverance” we experience in the day-to-day
experiences. We might wonder about this second aspect because we are still
waiting for deliverance from some fear we are wrestling with. But consider
this: If the Lord has saved us apart from our own efforts, will He not defend
us and help us and save us in the here and now until He comes again? As Paul
put it, “…those he predestined, he also
called; those he called, he also justified; those he justified, he also
glorified. What then shall we say in response to this? If God is for us, who
can be against us?” (Ro. 8:30-31).
What can
be against us? What is there to fear?
Martin
Luther made this interesting observation in his Table Talk: "God and the
devil take opposite tactics in regard to fear. The Lord first allows us to
become afraid, that he might relieve our fears and comfort us. The devil, on
the other hand, first makes us feel secure in our pride and sins, that we might
later be overwhelmed with fear and despair."
Fear can
go two ways. It will either drive us to the Lord or away from the Lord. David
took fear as a signal to run to the Lord.
2. Seek the Presence of God
If you and I were writing this Psalm we might have
written v. 4 differently: “One thing I ask from the LORD, this is what I seek:
GET ME OUT OF HERE!”
“One
thing…” How would you finish that sentence? If you could ask God for one thing,
what would it be?
David
puts his finger on the one thing that matters to a believer – the only
deliverance that matters comes from seeking the presence of God.
In
verses 4-6, David writes about dwelling in “the house of the LORD all the days
of my life,” seeking Him in His temple, being safe in His dwelling, hiding in
the shelter of His tabernacle. These are all synonyms for the same thing. David
was not talking about literally living in a church building; he was talking
about living in God’s presence, knowing God’s presence daily in his life. This
is the singleness of desire that he was talking about. This is the ONE THING
that a person afraid needs to desire.
How does
seeking the beauty of the LORD quell my fears? A few years ago my family
visited Bear Country USA in SD. In one compound they had the big and lazy bears
that you could drive through and observe. In another compound they had the cubs
who were full of life and fun. One cub was being picked on by the other cubs,
so he ran to the ranger and wrapped his paws around her legs for protection.
David
wasn’t just looking for an escape from his fears and troubles, but for an
ongoing experience of God. He used his fears to drive him to a deeper
relationship with the God who loved him and could protect him. To behold the
beauty of the LORD is to be emotionally caught up with the very being of God.
This is the ONE THING David sought.
This may
remind you of another story. Jesus and his disciples stopped at the home of
some friends in the midst of their journeys. Martha and Mary opened their home
to the men and Martha set to work preparing food while Mary sat and listened to
Jesus. Martha was upset that Mary did not help her, but Jesus replied, “Martha, Martha…you are worried and upset
about many things, but only one thing is needed. Mary has chosen what is
better, and it will not be taken away from her,” (Lk. 10:41-42).
Oh, to
sit at the feet of Jesus. Let the worries and fears be what they are, just let
me sit at the feet of Jesus. That is the ONE THING.
3. Pray when Fear threatens again
Even so, seeking the presence of the LORD can be
interrupted by our human tendencies. In other words, we are easily distracted.
Fear will try to get back into our minds. Someone said that if we close the
door on fear it will try to come in the window. When fear returns, we need to
seek the LORD by redirecting our focus to Him through prayer.
In
verses 7-12 David says five things about prayer.
a) Prayer is my
needing God – David acknowledged his need of God through prayer. He cried
out, “Hear my voice when I call, O LORD;
be merciful to me and answer me,” (7). We really are dependent on God for
all our needs. God is good and all good things come from Him. If we want to
know the source of all the good we desire, Col. 1:17 tells us that all things
hold together in God. He sustains all things.
b) Prayer is my
seeking His help – David desired mercy; he desired God’s help, so he asked
God. He was not too proud to ask. Sometimes we don’t ask because we think we
won’t get what we desire. Other times we may think that what we ask for is too
insignificant. A woman approached the well-known Bible teacher, G. Campbell
Morgan, after one of his talks and asked, “Dr. Morgan, should we pray about
everything in our lives, or just the big things?” In his formal, British manner
Dr. Morgan stiffened up and said, “Madam, can you think of anything in your
life that is big to God?” David said, “Your
face, LORD, will I seek,” (8). To seek His face is to get lost in His
mercy.
c) Prayer is my
acknowledging my best relationship – David’s parents did not abandon him,
as we read v. 10. He said, “Though my
mother and father forsake me…” (10). What he meant was that even if the
most basic, intimate, earthly relationships should fail, he knows that he still
has access to God. There is nothing that will cut us off from prayer as our
link to our Heavenly Father.
d) Prayer is my
obedience – David understood that nothing hinders prayer like disobedience.
Conversely, when we commit ourselves to doing what pleases God, we open up the
possibilities in what we seek from God. “Teach
me your way, O LORD; lead me in a straight path…” (11).
e) Prayer is my
way of seeking God’s protection – That’s what we are looking for when our
fears overwhelm us, right? We want God’s protection from what scares us. But
the whole process of what I just described is a package of prayer: we need God
– so we seek His help – because it is my best relationship – so I will obey God
– and out of that love relationship with God I find my divine protector. David
prayed, “Do not turn me over to the
desire of my foes, for false witnesses rise up against me, breathing out
violence,” (12). One thing I love about David’s prayers is his honesty. He
just lays it out before God. This is what I fear – this is what I’m up against
– please deliver me. That’s prayer.
4. Wait for God
David concludes this psalm with a confident note. “I will see the goodness of the LORD in the
land of the living,” (13). This is biblical proof that our “salvation” is
not just a future hope but also a present reality. God does care about the
present difficulties we face and He does deliver us.
The key
for David is to wait, “Wait for the LORD;
be strong and take heart and wait for the LORD,” (14). But what does it
mean to wait?
Let the
Bible answer that question:
Proverbs 20:22 says, “Do
not say, ‘I’ll pay you back for this wrong!’ Wait for the LORD and he will
deliver you.” Scholars figure that Ps. 27 is based on 1 Sam. 23:26ff where
David and his men are on one side of a mountain and Saul and his army are on
the other side. They are about to collide in a bloody battle at the end of the
mountain when a messenger comes to Saul and says the Philistines are raiding
the land. Saul leaves and David is spared a possible defeat. Strange huh?
Lamentations
3:25-26 reads, “The LORD is good to those
whose hope is in him, to the one who seeks him; it is good to wait quietly for
the salvation of the LORD.” Waiting implies a confident trust in God rather
than in human means. Waiting takes patience and faith when the enemy is closing
in but it also shows that certain trust in the Lord and His will.
And for
those who are infirm or feeling weak, we turn to the famous Isaiah passage in
the KJV, “They that wait upon the LORD
shall renew their strength, they shall mount up with wings as eagles…” (Is.
40:31).
Wait for
the LORD. That’s a tough prescription in an instant society. It’s tough when
our fears, our worst fears look to be winning and coming true. But we cannot
lose hope. We must believe that “The Lord is my light and my salvation…the
stronghold of my life.”
Many years ago a number of people in the jungles of
Central Africa came to know Jesus through gospel preaching. Since they had no
church building where they could gather for prayer, they cleared a central spot
in the jungle for this purpose. Soon individual trails from many different
directions converged there as believers walked through the grass to that place
of meeting with God. Whenever a Christian seemed to be losing his first love,
the others would admonish him by saying, “Brother, the grass is growing on your
path.”
Mary
discovered that only one thing is needed: to sit at the feet of Jesus. Nothing
else mattered. David preceded her in discovering that the one thing that
mattered in his life was hiding in God, not just when fears and enemies
assaulted him, but always.
How
grows the grass on your path?
Wait for
the LORD. “For the grace of God that
brings salvation has appeared to all men. It teaches us to say “No” to
ungodliness and worldly passions, and to live self-controlled, upright and
godly lives in this present age, while we wait for the blessed hope – the
glorious appearing of our great God and Savior, Jesus Christ…” (Titus
2:11-13).
AMEN
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